I love my husband.If he were still alive no
way things would have gotten this
bad....ugh....i should have educated myself
while he was alive,prepared myself just in
case....I coudnt make myself believe he was
really dying...and then he did.. ugh²..
Now CPS has my kids because Im
poor.....my fault...i kinda fell apart when he
died and by the time i snapped out of it,our
financial situation had snowballed.
Disability is pending,and i cant work...my
hands are messed up pretty bad.
I have no electric or water and my
children,who are as necessary to me as
oxygen to live,cant come home til i have
utilities.
Im not sure what kind of help I need,but if
nothing else a bunch of helpful people
praying for us cant hurt.
If you are in a position to help with utilities
until we start receiving our benefits,please
help us.
Im at the end of my rope and my children
ate miserable and Im helpless to save
them.Its a really bad and shameful feeling
that tries like hell to take you down.
On top of mourning my husband,Im beat.
